sejak2 dah jadi mak ni, aku jadi sensitif bila baca berita pasal baby, kanak2 yg teraniaya. automatic teringat kat imran. betapa untungnya imran ada parents and family yg semua sygkan dia.
pagi ni aku baca utusan, ada org jumpa this one kid bangsa india, lebih kurang 3 thn kut, kat bus stop dpn ampang point, alone and no documents with him/her. aku tgk gambar budak tu, alahaiii...muka blur + confused + takut + unsure. aku kesian tgk gambar tu. kesian sgt2. apa laa yg budak tu tau, kena tinggal sorg2 kat bus stop. apa laa yg mak bapak/penjaga dia pikir. igt budak kecik umur tu boleh survive ke hidup sorg2. buat anak reti, lepas tu malas nak jaga, tinggal kat bus stop. ingat kucing ke boleh main letak kat tepi jalan.
the other day aku gi kedai runcit, baca mastika baru bulan ni. pasal sorg pompuan ni jd gila sbb bunuh her newborn baby. baru bersalin, baby tu nangis, dia gi sumbat mulut baby tu ngn kain sampai lemas. lg bes, baby tu sebelum meninggal, dia bukak mata, tgk direct mata mak dia for a few seconds, then slowly tutup mata. mak dia jd apa? terus jd gila. padan muka.
tu belum lg citer pasal budak pompuan 3 thn kena dera ngn bf mak dia yg org sudan tu. muka dia abih lebam2 berdarah. kena rogol lg. liwat lg.
yg buang2 baby dlm tong sampah/sungai/tepi masjid/etc tu, i dunno what to label them. vicious. inhumane.cruel. bodoh. bangang.
please, babies/infants/toddlers are innocent. jangan laa dera diorg. bukan tau apa pun diorg tu. kita kena pukul pun tau sakit. diorg kena pukul camner nak let out. pity them.
:(
saya sgt sedih.
p/s my heart goes out to my colleague from another dept, who just lost her 1 y/o son due to critical illness. she went through a miscarriage, and then removed a growth while pregnant with arwah, then arwah was born with heart problems, and 1 year later he died because of lung infection. i dunno if i could go through the same thing with the same courage if i were her.